Santa Cruz Sunday #16

I read this a few weeks ago and it's been so helpful (and challenging) to me!
I hope it's an encouragement to you this week. 
Can't wait to see you soon! 
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An Examination of My Use of Time

Killing Time

 

How do I kill time?

Let me count the ways.

 

By worrying about things

over which I have no control.

Like the past.

Like the future.

 

By harboring resentment

and anger

over hurts

real or imagined.

 

By disdaining the ordinary

or, rather, what I

so mindlessly

call ordinary.

 

By concern over what's in it for me,

rather than what's in me

for it.

 

By failing to appreciate what is

because of might-have-beens,

should-have-beens,

could-have-beens.

 

These are some of the ways

I kill time.

 

Jesus didn't kill time.

He gave life to it.

His own.

 

-Leo Rock SJ

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